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Monday, January 4, 2010

2009 --> 2010

aiyo...5th day liao tim XD 好啦, 应ss要求,写些新的先~本来我打算: 1)写剩下的a mian他们; 2)211209 outing; 3)241209 outing; 4)301209outing; 5)311209 countdown; ha!但是, 越堆积越多, 果然今日事今日毕这件事很多人知道但不一定做到XD 我就是一个 =X

yaya's 2009:

第一次没有在一月开学...所以当我在开学日睡到11am时,觉得很奇怪...

ha!还记得大家都在忙着申请NUS, NTU等大学=)

还记得我和quek organised的新年大团拜XD 还不错的说,好多人都来了 =)

先是我敬爱的老师 - LMH家
我高三班主任 - 周秀君老师家, 她教会了我不少东西 =)

全家福1(朋友们)...嘿嘿^^

lulu's 家 - 教了我两年(高一&高三)!超好人的生物老师 =)

guys~

girls~

还有的是recital~虽然输了 (前年还拿第一名的说 XD),但是过程却令我很怀念 =)

yaya, shin, yoyo, yong hwi, yee hua (还有pei hsuan leng lui^^)

之后,跟我亲爱的percussionists庆祝了我们老大的生日 =)


最左上角的就是chun hoong老大啦 =]

2009的大事之一 - 老大结婚了!!woohoo~我们帮他decorate的叻^^

wahaha...老大hou leng zhai ar XD 你结婚,你大完 XD

全家福2 (同志们)

之后还有了第一次真正到外面去做工的经验!

1st job : telemarketier, 三天罢了,因为我的耳朵不能听太久电话,会生东西,结果我毅然辞职了!muahahaha...当初本来只是想帮一帮妈妈朋友的忙,结果变这样,真抱歉 =(

2nd job : 我承认我不是个最好的老师,但我胜在很用心的教我亲爱的小朋友们=) 虽然只有短短的两个月=)

全家福3 =)

我的孩子们,他们真的很可爱,miss them so much =)

朋友开始一个个飞向世界各个角落了,新加坡的最多,
NUS的 a bu, huey, ruru, quek, star, atom, weihao, bohon, ky, ivan, huimin, fang, woeichean, chinsiong etc.

NTU的ruilin, jw, huiyi, lili, bear, vintho etc.

日本的liangchun; 美国的shan和shaoyu; UK的kenny和samuel; australia的chuen和weemeng; 香港的tuan khee; 台湾的qiqi, david n kyan...

当然还有留在马来西亚的ss, dai lou, co, huiwen, goh, xiao fen, hao xin, peichee, jia jun, joshua, bryan, pig, man hau etc =)

还没去之前,当然少不了很多最后的outings =)

我可爱的buddies, ruru =)

还有a bu...他们两个在我家过夜,忘不了那天=) sweet memories^^

Samuel~
star, yaya, vintho, a bu n shan =)

还有我班最可爱的男生plus班长 - 军威 =)

我亲爱的keikei, star n shan =)

percussionists的gathering,漏了dai lou :'( (其实是他迟到啦 XD)

my buddies - a bu & shan

lili, yaya, shan, a bu, star; miss the moments so much =]

对了,我还尝试了做和平的讲解员,学了不少东西=)

也尝试了第一次的clubbing,当然,他们都是我信任的人 =] 而且,也是kenny的farewell =)


Shin, yaya, see mae, candy, mun yee =)

还有在UK念书的主角 - kenny,我的senior,很棒的saxophonist~

每个人开始为自己的学业,工作打拼~飞的飞,走的走; 我经历了一段不愿意面对现实的低潮期, 直到我明白"天下无不散之筵席"的道理 =))))

没有分离, 又哪有再重聚时的感动!? 我期待我们的兑变 =D

我也不懈怠,今年做了干事,已经是少年部, 学生部, 女子部和青年部的负责人...负责一些大大小小的活动与开会=] 我最开心的就是能折伏chuen,真心希望她幸福(我知道我不能"讲"而已, 要做到 =) )

在HELP认识了一群跟我有着同样方向的人 =) 都是爱读书的人 =) 还有爱唱歌的 XD

全家福4 (上) Wee kiat, yaya, yen, a mian, a bing, voon
(下) Hui min, lilian, choon ting; 他们真的很好人 =)

还有左边四个 - jack, andrea, melvin & Hana

xiaofen, haoxin跟我同校,开心^^还意外的发现josh, zoe, bryan和man hau也跟我同校,超开心^^

12月份,是朋友重聚的重要日子 ^_____________^

虽然可能重聚的时间不多,臭新加坡,要做的东西多到要命=.= 但是我珍惜我们在一起的每个时光 =]

第一辑 : 211209
他是rui lin, 很帅吧, ha!这不是重点, 重要的是他很好人, 终于有了第一张合照 =)

可爱依旧de jiun wei,害我没得去genting =( ha!开玩笑啦~期待你下一次会plan出怎样的trip =) 我不要spontaneous的!LOL!

久违的wee meng, 好好人的他 XD

好朋友^^ yaya, ss, ruru...

其实这个outing还不错, crazy + spontaneous XD, 我和ss organise的, 先在timesquare看 avatar, 再来是wee meng的不见车钥匙 XD (还好找到了^^) 再来是kepong的大炒, 帮ruru庆祝生日, "难看"的生日蛋糕 XD (火箭咩!?hehe...), 打羽球, aaa, 我亲爱的中华^^, then 1u的晚餐! 讲到这个就好笑!! guess what? 7.30pm抵达, 来来去去,绕了又绕,终于达成协议吃Zanmai Sushi, 时间已经是9.30pm了...OMG!这群男生!LOL...欠打又可爱到 XD 本来想拖拖下时间, 逼jw唱半夜场的K, 但是1. 我生病了!!!O.Olll!!! 2.好贵好贵 o.o...haha^^ 最后ky载我们回家, 谢谢wee meng, ruru, jw和ky的贴心 (ss没有关心我 =( ) jw最棒 =P 原谅我偏心, 因为真的没见过酱细心的他 XD (可能在sg病怕了 LOL...)

第二辑 : 241209
我和huey organise的 =) 很棒的一个午餐, 在petaling jaya的吹吹水, 大家, 真的久违了, 听着他们有趣的故事, 当然还有我亲爱的老师 - OKL的一大堆牢骚, 人, 老了, 真的会变得长气点的 =P hehe...没有啦, OKL还是一样的漂亮, 一样的nice!! ^^

第三辑 : 301209
唱歌先, 一个字, 爽!!!大家都是爱唱之人 XD

再吃台湾餐(我和ruru的拍照时间^^)

再来合照^^
OKL's pose XD yea ^^v

之后, 大家回家了, 我和shan会留在a bu's house过夜, 所以我们继续"蒲" XD a bu's dad...@@...看起来就是一幅成功人士样 XD

a bu's dad回家后, a bu载我们去吃kajang satay, a bu还做了一样"很可爱"的事...hahaha...我才不会说出来 =X

pillow's talk time...讲了好多八卦的事, keke...原来我不懂酱多的内幕...keke...ha!很爽叻!!

讲第二天要走巴刹, 结果我自己睡到8点, (还以为7点可以起来), 结果就到了a bu家附近的茶餐厅吃好吃的猪肠粉^________________________^ 满足!!!

a bu送我们到ktm, 我的badminton还是留在了a bu's house T.T...我最后悔的一件事就是!没有拍到照片!! T_________________________________________________________T

aaaa.........aaaa.......aaaa..............a........

第四辑 : 311209

genting's countdown!

跟80万人一起countdown, 著实不同 =] 照片迟点先 =]

就在2009的最后一天, 璀璨的烟花划上了完美的句点!!!我的2009, 有欢笑, 有泪水, 有感动, 有挣扎, 没有遗憾!

一年一定会比一年更好!我坚信这点!

2010年, 不只是我会活得好而已, 所有我关心的人, 我爱的人, 关心和爱我的人, 都一样定会活出精彩的自己!精彩的人生!!

人活着不可能只有一个人, 没有朋友, 没有同志, 没有家人, 我很庆幸在2010年, 我还能与他们同进退!!

2010年目标 :

erm...下次再写, 因为我要想久久 XD

2009年, kiss u goodbye!!!^^

2010年, welcome to my life!!!!!!^^





Monday, December 28, 2009

Random

1) 一句''random''就搞掂!不用花我limited的脑汁来想topic!XD

2) 我要换blog的背景啊!! ruru你去了哪里!?教教我!!我要弄到像你的酱美啊XD

3) 独中生跟国中的到底有没有差别叻??为什么我好像不太懂国中生的想法?(不是stereotype,我只是想明白)

4) 发现''上了大学是重新塑造形象的机会''这句话好对!XD hahaha^^ 好开心!我要做文静的牙牙!!(不可能咩?有啦,我觉得我行XD) I want to be a GREAT LISTENER XD 我要做勤劳的牙牙!!!懒惰的牙牙, go away go away!!! x)

5) 2010要到了,是时候该为自己set目标了! 好难 ><

6)验收下我limited的英文 =)

7) eee...aaa...cannot...brain juice finished dy T.T

8) 不要再想回过去了,做错了,失败了,重要的是你如何应付未来,而不是缅怀过去 =) make every seconds a new start! YeA ^^v

9 & 10) 我真的忘记了, bad blogspot,y everytime deleted some of my words!? T.T

11) 失败了,做错了,真的不算什么;最重要还是我怎样应付未来,要有智慧 =) 不要酱小气,酱自私...我一直以为自己能做到从sensei身上学到的''为他人幸福烦恼,想办法是最快乐、最充实、最有满足感的'',可是我没有做到...*我会提醒自己的,2010年!!* ^________________^

12) 我一直很羡慕xiao fen,她不像我酱,很乱水,从不整理自己的思绪,她很清楚地知道自己的感受,甚至他人的感受,真好 =)

13) 我不再当跟屁虫,我会努力尝试找出属于牙牙''好的,独有的特色''...东施效颦,从来就不是一件好事...自己的家庭背景绝对不是一个懦弱的借口,我一定要提醒自己这点!!!

牙牙从前是一个没有自信、跟着别人的影子起舞的人 =) 2010年,我敢于看回自己之前的弱点,面对它,然后更进步!

五颜六色真美丽 ^_______^ 人就是因为不断求进步,才能变得更美丽,更有魅力 =)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Cont.

Shau Yen, haaa, her first impression for me was really good, cause i remem she said : wow, yaya, cute name! XD n i like her smile...*dat time dat 1...(faster recall back =P) n she looked alike wif one of my fren (Cheng Aik lived in cheras also de XD) btw, is a 'HE'...lolx...yen zai, 4give me, anyway, no more alike anymore for now! =)
She is 19.
Long hair with white complexion, single n available. XD
She lived in cheras. (i know where the actual add! muahahaha~)
She is quite pretty for me. =)
She likes to smile til crazy.
Typically 'HK' style girl.
She is TALL. (one thing she is proud of)
She has a elder brother who look alike wif LCW n an open mother who let her go anyway she wants.
She loves her father. Of course mother & brother.
She is extravert man! Easy to friend with everyone. Easy going girl.
She is clever, for me, she can understand a thing very fast.
She is shorten-memory type. She would ask u where u lived for many times though u answered her ady.
She is helpful. In my study. n also ptptn. =)
Good memory for the 1st time i visited her house. Her 'area of house' i shud say XD
N i going to 'explore' her more in future! =)

Last, the very special talent for her is, GAP ZAI...LOL...first girl i knew who likes to gap every single nice-looking guy very much. XD (initially i tot wil b voon, but finally yen won!hehe...^^)
Shau Yen

Wan Ping
, christine, in the other name, or 'a bing' i like to call her as XD first impression was wow! like so many experience d 1 ppl, cause she looks mature n serious...有成熟美=) BUT! i was wrong man...wrong gou gou li XD

She is 1 year more than yen. (sounds better than i write directly right? XD)
Middle long hair with a spec on her face.
Quite nice voice when sing k. =D
She lived near to school. (=x...damansara right? XD) So, she shud b the
first
person reached school everytime. but in fact, ehem, who knows!?XD
She is fun n humor person. Wow, she knew so many hao hao xiao de stories. x)
She很乖。every weekend back to her kampung, (negeri sembilan right? XD) help parents out, n therefore have less time than us to do homework. (hw sounds like in high school, shud b assignment then o.o)
She got her car named 小白(我取的,千辛万苦取的XD)。“此白非彼白=.=” 车牌 : TS 1157。No any chance to race car with her cause she backed with another route. =(
She is a SEXY girl. WoW wOw!! miniskirt! x)
N i also going to 'explore' her more in future! =)

Oh ya, she is caring man!!=)

Left : A Bing XD

Siau Voon, i think she was the first person i spent the most time with! cause other than 4 compulsory subjects v took togete in 1st sem, v took LAN subject togete also which undenieable a great subject for me to und more deeper on her n experience more same thing with her! ohhh...LAN....this is the one n the only thing dat u r very very useful to play a role in!!(walao, i also not und this english o.o...) Oh ya, n v both joined same society togete also--PSG!!!=D

She is 19.
Middle hair n sumtimes wif spec (黑框的! nice!=)))) nex time if i近视, i would choose this also! =D) cant waitt dyy >''<>''< speed ="P" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">first person who knew Kenny XD)
I know THE TYPE OF GUY she likes. x) heee ;)
Surely n surely i wil get to know her deeeppppeeerrr n deeeppeeerr in later days.

To conclude, she is a girl, heee, no la, she is NICE! O.Olll =)

Oh, i think how i knew the ppl below will be quite same, cause they are like stick-cant-b-separate-ppl XD (i mean last time), cause u just have to see any one person's shadow or even a shoe,
u wil know dat, 4 of them would b appeared in ur sight after dat very SOON! x))))

4 of them too, i experienced much of memories in HELP wif them! Other than 4 subs, we are PSG n joined LAN togete also. =) They are very special 4 ppl for me : Wai Mun (same PMG group also), Sook Mian, Choon Ting, n Wee Kiat. =)

woii, lots of Voon's part MISSED! bad blogspot! =(

to be continued

(for my reminder =D)
1) voon's missing part
2) SM
3) CT
4) WM
5) WK
6) Jack
7) Lilian

others that i might know but din get in touch so frequently : Elaine in pathway B, Adeline, Joanne, Ming Han, Ying Qian, Soyou, Jason, Yuna, Andrea, Melvin =)

Yaya's first sem first year in HELP =)

switch mood switch mood XD

recalled back what i had experienced in past 3 months, just 1 word can describe : great!!!XDDDD

hey, here is the list 1st, my new new new friendssss x) (cronologically...hehe)

everyone would have their 'first' for me =)

Sulin, type A girl XD my primary fren, so great dat she studying with me in same uni =) who was the first 1 i saw n met in HELP =) nice, extremely hardworking, n clever =) oh ya...EFFICIENT is the best word to describe her!XD

Ha nnah, met her in toilet outside 3.3 XD 1st impression, friendly girl, she was the first person talked with me in ENGLISH...woohoo~have lots of contribution in improving my english, thanks for didnt laugh st my very poor english n very lousy speaking =) caring, put much effort in studies (admire her about this because she said she must get the scholarship or she couldnt continue to study again=) ) anyway, ptptn approved already n very glad to know this! She could continue working towards her dream again=)

i think i knew 4 of them 1st in mc100 class when sulin asked them about textbook- Sook Mian, Wai Mun, Choon Ting...oops...is 3...cause i missed Wee Kiat dat time...but didnt get to know them deeply after that also...so...skip 1st xP

Then should b 'Fair Lady' group - Shau Yen, Wan Ping, Siau Voon n Shu Min =)

Shu Min, hee, suddenly a funny posture past thru my mind XD think dat u r dat kind weak weak, spontaneous (o.o...emm...shud b middle of 'C' in OCEAN) girl...a small little girl, all decision cant make by urself de XD First girl i felt no stress talking with (cause she was using chinese with me n like wan to dependent on me, hee XD think too much >''<) =)

*y some of my words disappear!? T.T

发泄

发泄在文字上, 绝对比言语上好很多 =)

给我大姐:

1. 一大早就在那边骂我。我到底做错什么哦!?早早就硬硬爬起来顾店了,给顾客骂,受工人气,还要给你骂,难道我很好欺负?

2.你睡迟,然后迟到上班难道又管我事!?

3.帮忙拿香烟你都知道是必要的事,手拿不完不是用plastic装咯,这么容易的道理你都不会吗?人家工人忙得要命,还要他们上去服侍你这个“大小姐”!(我平常也不是酱拿的!?)

4.晚上一边玩FB一边听电话,然后再讲:yaya,帮忙去锁楼下的门!我要考试,不得空!你知道这样很没有说服力吗?

5.小的永远不能顶嘴,大的讲的一定都对,小的永远都要听大的的话,这些是什么烂道理,难道你不知道我已经19岁了?

6.整天只会说妈妈以前就是讲一我们不敢做二,也不敢出声...所以变到今天,什么都不敢表达的自己,可是,你自己却变成另一个妈妈了 =(

7.我沉默,不代表我认同你,我屈服于你,你的威力之下;只是我不会表达,每次都言不达意,越说会越糟糕...所以我选择等我们冷静再说,可是我发现,你还是不明白自己承诺的东西...

8.我说回你,告诉你我觉得你酱酱酱是错的,你会说你没错,我顶你的嘴...说 : huiyo...人家弟弟妹妹都很怕姐姐的,只有你酱叛逆,可能我要用更严历的方法对待你...用奚落的,嘲笑的方式对我说...

很累了,很闲了,我没有讲你一无是处,我只是很想告诉你这些。

我希望假期是开心的 =)

Friday, November 6, 2009

好朋友,我需要你们^^

不想写assignment...所以跑来这里=)

人,到底需要追求怎样的友情?

有的人可能只要聊得来就好

有的人需要的是能一起前进的

有的人只要有人可以crap就好

有的人找的是可以陪他一起玩的

有人寻找与他有共同目标的

...............

但是,纵使crap得再多,当有一天他突然停下来时,就会发现,其实他们都不了解彼此...过去的

话题,突然变得没有意义...这难道就是人们想要的?


何不找一个可以共进退,共患难,同甘共苦,都朝着自己目标而努力奋斗的人...

很开心我能有酱的朋友^^


一个虽然天资不怎么样,但人格超赞的人我欣赏


一个虽然IQ 100,但处处瞧不起人的人我唾弃

不屑一顾,因为人只要没有良好的人格,再华丽的外表终究是一个虚假的外壳

不必要,也不需要跟着酱的人起舞!

当然,最重要的先,自己做好自己...人说嘛,要观察一个人是怎样的一个人,就先从他周围的人观察起!^^

yaya要先做好自己,时常remind自己,虽然做不到三好(做好事、说好话、存好心)

但是基本的:待人以诚,能帮得上的尽量帮(适当的,不超过的),把朋友从火焰里拉上来,带朋

友回正道,带希望给身边的人,我一定要做到!!!

时常提醒自己,酱才不会忘记XD

Thursday, October 29, 2009

A little sharing

The Buddha explained how to handle insult and maintain compassion.

One day the Buddha was walking through a village. A very angry and rude young man came up and

began insulting him. "You have no right teaching others," he shouted.

"You are as stupid as everyone else. You are nothing but a fake."

The Buddha was not upset by these insults. Instead he asked the young man:

"Tell me, if you buy a gift for someone, and that person does not take it, to whom does the gift belong?"

The man was surprised to be asked such a strange question and answered,

"It would belong to me, because I bought the gift."

The Buddha smiled and said, "That is correct. And it is exactly the same with your anger.

If you become angry with me and I do not get insulted, then the anger falls back on you.

You are then the only one who becomes unhappy, not me. All you have done is hurt yourself."

"If you want to stop hurting yourself, you must get rid of your anger and become loving instead.

When you hate others, you yourself become unhappy. But when you love others, everyone is happy!"